Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in sugarbb's LiveJournal:

Sunday, December 14th, 2008
5:42 pm	Zoukout My first and prob last Zoukout. Was no fun gg w a bunch of non-mambo fans.. i only have half an hr of mambo music before i was dragged ard by my semi-conscious friend. i didnt get to meet sam86 and xiaogou at all. :( in fact, couldt meet anyone at all. even  w the exact location. i think the possibility of meeting one is higher by walking around and might just bumped into one. o well.. i tink it was more fun drinking at the hotel rooms and before the party crowd starts coming in.. we were at the Singtel VIP Yacht having our free flow and enjoying the pool and breeze!! HAHA.  i prob went w a wrong bunch of pple.. (16 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 30th, 2008
1:05 pm	Mambo Jumbo danceoff on 9th July Anyone wants to go???  http://www.zoukclub.com/eflyer/mambojambo16anni.html   sigh.. havent mambo in what seems like decades ago.. RAWR.. Current Mood: ecstatic (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 29th, 2007
2:16 pm	Maybe.. Just maybe.. i have reached the age where countdowns meant nothing ..  Current Mood: discontent (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 20th, 2007
1:38 pm	Haji mambo was ok.. Althought the DJ sucks.. played a few lullaby in a row.. but nonetheless, the company was great~~ So it still kind of cured my MAMBO FEVER that has been runnning for quite a while.. Hope everyone had they own share of fun~ Those who were upset.. please cheer up.. Those who didnt have fun.. we still have the next time.. Those who were angry..please forgive and f orget.. *big hugs to everyone* Have a happy holiday! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 10th, 2007
10:48 pm	Raspberry Vodka + Teh Terik actually tastes good.. LOL. Thanks to Jem's creativity! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 17th, 2007
6:31 pm	Happy Birthday Jonathan! aka DarkGates =) May you have an enjoyable birthday!!! *Huggies* (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 10th, 2007
11:33 pm	Taking a rest at home on a beautiful Sunday. It was a traumatic week for me.. For those who doesnt know.. my bf's grandpa passed away on Monday. It was a sudden loss.. no signs at all.. so it was kinda devastating for him and his family.. i was pretty upset too.. kept crying for the first 2 nights..his grandpa was very nice to me.. i didnt know wat i can do to cheer him up.. so i just stayed over at his place for the past 2 nights.. to help him with the wake's stuff and just to be there with him.. Sigh. I also got back my results on Wednesday. It was totally within expectation.  I did well for 2 papers and i flunk 1.. which means more $$ to me.. 1 module costs $1.6 K. zz.. the rest of my classmates would have graduated by now.. everyone is so happy celebrating their graduation.. o well.. who can i blame..   (Comment on this)
Friday, June 1st, 2007
1:07 am	Its a total mistake to club on Holiday's eve. It was only because it was Jem's bday. Most of my other friends/colleagues headed elsewhere. Long Q + Mad Cluster  But it doesnt stop the night from being fun. Usual people  - Usual fun. Only difference - Bday boy elephant. He left with his darling as early as 1.30 AM. =/ Everyone was so "slutty"! Including Kaelyn's Eric.. haha.. u all know wat i mean.. lOL.. Enuff of alcohol to keep me hyper for awhile, but when it started to wear off, i felt so exhausted. Prob due to a long day of work.  Headed for supper at 3 plus.  Again, i didnt get to hear my favcourite "In The End".. Wasted =( Guess we might have to take a rest from here since Kaelyn is starting work soon. We will resume once everyone has the "Mambo Urge" again. =D ************* Thanks to Kaelyn, Daniel, Dunk for lending a shoulder and a good hug, if u guys remember. I will always remember, he is called an "ex" for a reason... (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 24th, 2007
3:33 am	Mambo No. 5 (5th Consecutive trip to Mambo) Yet another mambo nite.  My boy is so gonna kill me for partying when i just got better this morning ( i got serious stomach flu from the BKK trip). But mambo cures everything! i don feel sick already! (duh). Restrained myself from drinking. And the night wasnt too bad, as usual. =) Usual pple: Daniel, Sam, Jemtoh, Dunk, XiaoGou, Dunk, Jeremy, Kym Yes yes! u are right! our dear miss butterfly (Kaelyn) is missing! She "abandoned" us tonite. leaving all her babies at mambo. =( p/s : we took some pictures for u too see!   Met some weird .. uh hum. mature ladies half way thru the night. Their hands were all over the guys, esp, uh hum.. u-know- who-u-are... LOL. Youngest amongst them was 34. wondering what will i be like when i am at that age. Cant wait to get my hands on young men? =X But frankly speaking, they are quite attractive ladies, as in they don look THAT old.. =) Also met my cousin there. He is so going to tell all the rest of my cousins that i went  Zouk w a bunch of guys and was dirty dancing. PUI. Some guy tried to extort from beer from me by offering to take a group photo for us. HAHA.. so i told him i will do it if i see him again next time. *wink* Some cute guys, but all attached. =( either to girls to boys. mm.. doesnt matter. Just eye candy. Sam was totally wasted. Hope he doesnt have any hangover tomorrow morning. =) Xiaogou was not feeling well. Hope he gets better soon.  SO me , dunk, Jemtoh, Daniel shared cab home. So here am i, at 3.44 am, to be the first (presumably) to report the night to everyone.  ***** How come everyone can spend so much time with their partners. But just not me? I hardly get to see my bf once a week? Haiz. And its not even on weekends. And becos he took off last weekend, he had to work this weekend, another boring weekend for me.  Anyone, date me pls. But then again, all my friends are either busy dating, overseas or exam. Maybe i shld head for some RnB this weekend. =P Boring. Tml still gotta work. Goodnite everyone! Have a good nite sleep.   Current Mood: drained (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 17th, 2007
9:14 pm	In less than 3 hrs time.. i will be heading to Airport.. SO EXCITED! Tonning at Airport cos our flight to Bkk is early in the morning at 6.30 AM. So dear and i decided to check in early to shop around.. maybe play some xbox games.. watch some movie.. drink some coffee.. its only a few hrs .. i dont think it will be hard.. =) But now, i m sitted in front of the computer, feeling so shagged. I just got off the phone with him. He sounded super excited. He didnt have to work today. So he actually slept for the whole of today. so xin fu  =(  I just reach home from work lo..+ lack of sleep due to last nite's mambo. *faint* THink i better go pack le. iN CASE later too rush forget to bring anything. =P (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 12th, 2007
7:46 pm	is mambo the only medicine to cure me of my emptiness? *ponders* (3 Comments |Comment on this)
6:55 pm	Maybe i should start blogging here. To avoid the scrutiny of my bf and some other people. kinda hard to pour out my feelings in my blogspot.  **** i think i m so screwed.. No idea why am i always doing things that i know is not good for me. And i don understand why some people can come to you, make use of you, and desert you after that. I am feeling so thrashed now. And there is no way i can tell anyone about what i have went thru and is going thru now.  I don want people to repeat the facts to me.. that i have a wonderful bf and loving friends and family........ I have erred. so much that i cannot forgive myself..  Its been so long since i cried over someone.. other than my BF.. He left me 2 years ago and just came back.. pretend to be nice.. 184 sms from him over 1 month.. just to ask me to meet..... I tried SO farking hard to turn him down, remind myself what a selfish bastard he is,  but another part of me was longing for this familiar face, familiar smell, familiar touch.. naively believing that .. i could find an answer too all these.. Never tot i really don mean anything to him.. nothing..  Its only when i meant nothing to him.. he can come .. and leave my life as and when he loves it..  I am stupid. HOW can i let myself into such shit again.. when it took me 1 year to get over it~!?! It was a decision i made that will make me regret for at least the next 6 months.. i detest myself..... I detest myself for being such a vulnerable woman... tts why he will choose to victimise me...... I ask nothing from him, other than some pride, dignity and respect.. but he took tt all away from me.. I cry so hard.. but is it even worth it... Current Mood: pissed off (2 Comments |Comment on this)